Lost Sheep or Dud?

Sensitive subject, hard to write about.

Lost Sheep or Dud?
By: Steven

Straight to the point let’s get this done
I’ve loaded the clip I’ve aimed the gun
Pulled the trigger I should be dead
"But, I don’t believe in you!" I said
Why it misfired why I am hear
Is something I will forever fear
What if I’m wrong? I’m screwing myself
What if I won’t have eternal wealth?
Death is something I have never feared
But apparently my death wasn’t cleared