Valedictory

how to be an amateur

My heart is empty, no joy to spread
For if I am not dead
Doesn`t mean i am alive
I`ve lost my love, my only pride.
As I lay upon the bed
I dream Life and I hope Death...
I am searching in the skies,
In the hopes, the truth, the lies,
I am searching for my pride..
But You.. aren`t to be mine
So i bethrot myself to lone,
Rest in peace, my one true love