"Vanish"

this was written back in 2003 2004 time frame

What if I could vanish without a trace?
Would u have a sad look upon your face?
I don't think u would even care
If I no longer there to caress ur hair.
The complicated part of me
Was something u didn't want to see
I can't help think its right
That u be alone in the night
Forgotten is better for me
So I take this plunge into the sea
I never thought it had to be this way
I thought of u everyday
I thought of the future and even kids
It doesn't compare to the shit u did
The watery grave takes my life
It was more convenient than a knife
You are u are alone now I hope u see
The best thing in ur life used to be me
For I have vanished now without a trace
With no sad look upon your face.