" Forgotten Pain"

written during more troubling times

All my life you were never there
Alone in this world without a care
The things I feel are not quite right
Dreams were my only company in the night
The years of torment could never heal
Do you even care how I feel?
I bet you can't believe I've done so well
I fucking hope your life is a living hell
How come you didn't want to be a part of my life?
The most important thing to you was your fucking pipe
Throughout my life I envied other kids
Hearing about all the fun shit their fathers did
Where were you while I chilled and played?
High in the sky tryin to get laid
I wish my reality was just a dream
And nothing was really what it seemed
The truth hurts this is how I feel
The pain hurts this must be real
I've grown up now I run my life
Forgotten memories make my future look bright
You know why these thoughts are out of my head?
Cuz to me your gone forever dead!!