Today is July 20th

This is how I'm feeling this morning. Feelings are not facts.

Triing to prepare myself for the day and knowing I have things to do. Also knowing I have people wanting attention. How to get my bearings. How to think and how to be nice to others. I know I can do it. Looks like I'll have another day where I do alot of praying and possibly criing. I'm still here though so it'll be ok. All I have to do is put one foot in front of the other and turn toward the next indicated step. I will be possitive. Gratitude list for today.

I have a roof over my head even though it's not mine.
I'm not taking all my frustration out on little kids.
I have vehicles.
I read my bible and am still willing to pray.
I have someone who loves me.
I have hope.
I'm not sick.
I have friends, and good examples.
I know that I have so much more and yet I'm having a hard time thinking of them. That's ok. I'm still here sais it all I think. Thanks to god.