Wishing

I was in a long term relationship that went sour really fast

I wish I had more courage

So that I could stand up to you

I wish you would stop controlling me

And stop hurting me

You don't realize it because your not there

To see the pain in my eyes

Or watch the tears fall from my eyes

I wish you would go bask to the person

You used to be

I wish we could have our old life again

We were so happy

You loved me so much; I used to be your world

Now i doubt it you even cared

If I lived or died

Sometimes I wish I was dead so I could

Forever replay the love we used to have

Because right now I doubt there will ever be a "could be"

Too bad wished never come true