People change

Just that I realize something has changed.

For the sake of changing

Once upon a time, people told me that I should change.
For me being arrogant, selfish, naughty and impolite
I, maybe, was not a good kid, yeah I know
But I tried to change myself for them, the ones I love.

Then, I slowly change. Little by little, with their advices.
They smile happy faces, look at me with pride.
For me being the best (or the second best, who cares anyway)
The only thing I have to do is maintain myself.

Sadly, they can't. Even those know-it-all genius like them, do change
They're not as nice as they were before (not even half)
They're not the ones I look up to anymore
Since in my eyes, they're being the worse.

Maybe that's not right, I don't know, I'm young
Maybe I'm just be arrogant again (old habits will find you)
Or maybe they really were not that wonderful at the beginning
Or maybe they do change (Yah, arrogant or not, I think this way)

Some thoughts that come to me recently ~

Shouka