line of reasonings and prayers, 1 -3

i went through a phase where i thought i had no reason for existance these helped me out

line of reasonings and prayers 1

my anger grows burning inside me
but when i think of why
i only feel fear
...i open my eyes to the reason for emotion
but
now i must turn to God
i need help
i need reasoning
i need to know the reasoning for my whole life
today i wish to wake up
and break out of the prison i feel i am in now
Lord give me a reason for these words that i write.

line of reasonings and prayers 2

i still feel no reason for the prayers that i've sent
the serenity is still burning away
i want to wake up and feel the first sunbeam
but i still feel no warmth.


line of reasonings and prayers 3

the questions i've asked God
have given me a response
that i have a reason for life
...i now feel somewhat complete
but i wonder what my next answer will be
these words that i've written
have given me hope
and the fire inside is dieing away.