Let me love reality

I'm in between two worlds, and you keep me there. Don't let me love you...

Let me hear your voice
Silence...
Let me see your smile
Darkness...

As this year ends
I still am in doubt
Pondering
Are you real?

Let me hold you in my arms
Fade away...
Let me look in your eyes
Ice cold...

There is something around you
But not in you
You are
Vast emptiness

You aren’t real
Are you?
I want you to be real
Please

Let me read your thoughts
Emptiness...
Let me try to feel you
Cold...

Why aren’t you real?
You are real
When you are with your friends
But never when you are with me

If you are with me
I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to love
Not this nothingness...