The Wrong Road

This is a piece about where I am because of mistakes.

Here I stand, looking down a road I've built myself.
The road I've destroyed myself in.
I can come back, it will take more than I have left.
Time is to fast for correction.
Brick by brick, I build my house of turmoil.
Saturating myself in my mistakes.

Will I ever be good enough?
Can I get where I want to be?
Will I die without meaning?

Her shine has got me in over my head.
I've abused her and shes forsaken me.
I love her still, she's with me.
She will die along with my dreams if I don't correct my path.

My Lord, help me to get onto the correct path!
Help me get back what I've lost!
Help me grow with you!