Stuck in a cloud

A song written when I was a teenager about being addicted to liking someone

STUCK IN A CLOUD
I come home ready to crash
From a strange and draining day
My phone rings up and in a flash
I look at the clouds and drift away

I know I shouldn’t keep hoping
But in my mind, the past replays
My heart keeps on racing
And in my dreams I find your ways

I can’t seem to give up
I don’t know how you do this to me
I want out but I can’t stop
Cause withdrawal fucks up this energy

I know I shouldn’t keep escaping
But this ride takes me away
My imagination keeps on riding
And in the clouds I find your ways

I’m so addicted to my liking
I get too high from this energy
They tell me beware of this playing
Because it’s clear it’ll never be

I can’t seem to give up
I don’t know how you do this to me
I want out but I can’t stop
Cause withdrawal fucks up this energy

It’s an addiction I can’t give up
You know it’s so unfair
I’m completely aware but

I can’t seem to give up
I don’t know how you do this to me
I want out but I can’t stop
Cause withdrawal fucks up this energy