In Time

Ok this is my first post...Comments will be loved...please be honest even if it is brutal

In Time

I can't stop hating you
no matter how hard I've tried
I really wanted to love you
the feeling nearly died
I saw the look on your face
I wanted to forgive
I remembered your words to me
my heart broke again
why can't I get this right
why can't I be enough
moving in this cold cruel world
continuing to live
kills me
seeing you happy
wanting you sad
kills me
yet I know
my heart will love
my soul will fly
my spirits will breathe
my scars will heal
In time
In time