here i am

general musing about the inconsistencies of wanting needing loving and loathing fans

here i am look at me

i've got highlights fair skin and perfect teeth

i have talent, friends and thousands of fans

third and forth homes where you've never been

come join me please now look what i can do

come to the show let me sing for you

buy my words read my songs tell your friends to come along

here i am, here i am, here i am,

wait- this feels wrong

i've brought you here but now i don't feel safe

i pulled you deep for my own greeds sake

i crawled into your head and got comfortably curled

i asked that you share your innermost world

i whisper, inspire me so i may possess you inside

until you back away when you feel their fear and must hide

you leave them alone but they beg, please stay near

you with nothing on which it seems the blame is clear

the wars of the worlds, the environment, our lives

everything that history shows has happened from first light.