A fire that sends me to the peak

It's a poem about a confused lover

A FIRE THAT SENDS ME TO THE PEAK

my mother taught me that fire burns,
that i should never play with it.
mother i have taken the lesson
thank you mother.

I've protected myself,taken great care
but still i feel am burning
and i seem to enjoy it so much.
i want to forget any danger

but is this dangerous anyway?
can anything as sweet be dangerous
i wish you were there to answer me mother
but you are so far away

it's a fire that makes me so restless
one that spreads through my every nerve
a fire that makes me so uneasy yet so happy
a fire that sends me to the peak

mother you are also a woman
how i wish you are there to advise me
how will i deal with this
she conquers me with every smile,every glance,every touch

Amidst my happiness am confused
amidst my confusion am happy
am i being an idiot?
as i continue to burn?