The Upset Soul

A heart and head full of hurt.

I don't understand
why I get upset so easily.
why I think constantly.
why I set myself up for disappointment.

But most of all
why I get so depressed.
why I couldn't just trust.
why I mess everything up.

What I understand most is
why I love you.
why I want to be with you for the rest of my life.
why I cannot live without you.