Smoking and Choking

Im 16 and should not be smoking but i felt like writing about a pain. so here it is

Black lungs,
Cancer awaits.
This early death I inflict on myself.
The Basics and Marlboros
Are my scapegoats.
But the lesson is sure to be learned.
They call me a dumbass
Say I've ruined my life
But I say it's a choice I have made,
I'll live with the pain.
The coughing and wheezing
It hurts me so.
But stress is relieved
And it is a addiction.
I feel the pain,
But don't want to stop
But I need to
Before I prematurely drop