Three

wrote this a long time ago, sort of different than my usual style

People say that each mistake makes you stronger,
But my heart has been broken so many times before & yet,
I feel that I am weaker.
And with everyday
another part of me is ripped away,
and i feel empty inside.
I find myself hiding from the world
Shielding my emotions,
Watching my sanity unfurl.
Slowly I fade away,
Not even noticing time pass around me.
And each moment I regret
The time i took for granted,
now I'll never forget.
I miss the past
Always wanting to return
To when I was ignorant, oblivious to the burn.
Before the fire was started,
when everything was okay
You have no idea what I would give
To go back to that day.
But now things have changed,
In my opinion, for the worst.
My entire complexion rearranged
And no one understands; it still hurts.
The fact that I trusted you
played along with your stupid game
Little did I know, it would never be the same.
I long for you to love me again,
to be there for me.
But more than anything all I want
is for you to say "I'm sorry."