Long Before Ever

This poem is saying long before my existence, I would endure struggles and pain of life.

Symbolic to Eden my time lost in green,
where the stars twinkle in purity and the moonlight appears, in opaque gleams
I cross shadows, in the pain of my youth
while going back in time on a voyage, where innocence and pride was uncouth.
Long before ever, my life laid before the crucifixion
and the trembling of my body bewailed its truth,swording my conviction.
Ever is forever in me, seeking a new life before its time and after it's gone
and my soul reconciles with the magnitude of its forthcoming,
stint on its throne.
I ask time to go back to the garden, where it all began, for a release for my soul;
long before ever hold the fruits that can be manifesting, in making my life's worth whole
Long before ever is emancipating me, from this mortal cocoon,
ejecting me from my life's rueful dependencies, not a moment too late, not a moment too soon.