Ode to alcohol

A song when I was battling with my alcohol abuse.

Push through your innocence to define me.
At the spead of death.
Writhing in the ashes.
An unborn never takes a step.

Take your emptiness. Keep your lies.
Down to the bottom again.
Loving the excess belligerence.
Incompetence is a place where i can thrive.


Push through.
Push Through.
Pulled through.
Pushed Through.

Keep distance from me.

Watch your back.


I feel the hate its getting deeper
I CAN'T HOLD BACK
I feel the evil inside
I CAN'T HOLD BACK
I will to be the evil keeper
I CAN'T HOLD BACK
At my will spirits collide
I CAN'T HOLD BACK