A Loser Among Them

How could I sit here and let this happen

I watch everyone
Having fun
But why is there no smile
On my face

I try to look different
But all I can do is have a sneer
I want that life
With no worries

I regret being me
This world has become to complicated
For a being like me
Just look over my shoulder

You can see
The happy children
But I come around
They all become sad

Why is this life so hard?
I’m tired of being accused
I’m loosing myself
I’m screaming so loudly

I feel like I’m being torn
You can see everyone
Watching me
I yell for them but they just stare

Maybe I will give up
Because I don’t see why I should try
I’m walking out the door
Say goodbye.

By Shannon Rogers