Why do i wait?

A short poem. A conflict of heart.

Why do i wait?
Why do i wait for you?
What do i think you're going to do
To turn my life around?

Why am i sitting here?
Not moving, just sitting here.
Waiting for you to fill the gap
That's left when you leave me here.

I want you to leave my head,
I want you to leave my mind,
There's a whole real me without you,
Without you lurking inside.

I want to be myself again,
Just me and myself again.
I dont know who i am anymore
And this shit has got to end.