Secret Lover

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Oh, secret lover,
How I miss,
The feeling of
Your ice cold kiss.

And how I never
Will forget,
All the pain,
And the regret.

But even though
I know it’s wrong,
You make me feel
So very strong.

You trailed kisses
Across my wrist,
By eyes they surly,
Would be missed.

Never on
The face or neck,
Marks would be seen
From just a peck.

Instead you left me,
Secret presents,
And it really
Made no sense.

You always carried me
Through the day.
Made me pull through,
Not throw life away.

So how could something,
That saved my life,
Cut me deeper,
Then a knife?