‘Tears’

Poem includes my thoughts and feelings.

Today, I am the loneliest Girl in the World
The one I loved doesn’t understand my grief,
The one that offered me salvation doesn’t draw his sword.
I need a friend, some understanding… some relief.

Today my tears are streaming down
Every tear is for the one day that hurts my heart.
Today the sorrow is my only gown
I need rest… but all that happens calls to fight.

My hands are tired, eyes become blind
My legs give up and my lungs cannot take more air.
There is noone there to stretch a helping hand
Words can hurt… The World is so unfair.

I can feel I’m dying… I will never be reborn.
Twice this year my heart’s been killed
Twice heavy curtain hidden something that was strong
Drained the power that my heart once filled.

I don’t ever want to live again…
Let me close my eyes…
I want this to fade, the pain
I am just saying my last goodbyes…