As a boy I was reserved and gentle but I had an unknown fear. |
Calm The Fear As a boy I was quiet and reserved. I seldom spoke if it was to be heard. I hid in the corner out of the spotlight. Not heard or seen by any ears or eyes. In my childhood I wanted to be alone. In imaginary dreams that were my own. Would hide so I could be alone with God. Would ask Him for help with things a lot. I had a fear of the future and unknown. Was it guilt or the Devil is not known? My God knew of my negative thoughts. Would He stop the fears they brought? Eventually I grew into a young man. I met a girl and became her husband. She was an angel and my best friend. All my fears started coming to an end. I realized that God had sent her to me. My angel on earth to help me to see. Why did I fear the haunting unseen? I'm now a man I want and like to be. By: Kings |