Part of me...

Mixed feelings of a long time ago.

Cant I stop for a moment,
stop completely,
take a knife,
And cut out a part of me?

The part of me that cares for you.

Cant I take a knife,
and cut out my heart?

The heart that loves you over and over again.

Cant I take a knife,
and cut off these ears?

These ears that listens to you every single time.

Cant I take a knife,
and cut out my mind?

This mind that thinks and dreams about you.

Cant I take a knife,
and cut out my eyes?

The eyes that sees the truth,and the way things are.

Cant I take a knife,
and cut out my lungs?

The lungs that breathes every breath for you.

Cant I reach my own soul?

And ask myself for forgiveness.