Jam by the spoonful

kissing someone you find repulsive isn't very enjoyable

I eat jam by the spoons
Sugary slime
Raspberry silky warmth
A spoonful of dirty slithery red
Resembles that time you stuck your tongue into my mouth
The raw slippery muscle advancing
Taste buds are numb from the sweetness
The feeling
I lick the spoon and close the jar
You keep going
I've decided
I'll choose the jam over you from now on.