Heart

april 15 2009

Stimulate.
Makes my heart want to escape.
Hydroplanes--
these thoughts running through my brain
are insane
and surreal.
You have taught me how to feel
and see the sunshine and the rain.
Before you came
it was lost--
did not know
there was a cost
to be paid
for this game
I played in shame.
What's in a name?
What do I feel?
Is it make believe?
Is it real?
Do I really
wish to heal?
Do I wish
to end this heartache?
Do I wish
to have my soul shake,
with the knowledge
that you know
letting you in
and having me show
the laughter is not real
only the tears
that people try to steal,
are real,
hidden from all my peers.