Undecidedly Undecided

I still wonder what I felt when I wrote this. Can you write something you dont understand?

Words unspoken are,
the worst things you could say.
A glimpse of hint found in your eyes
Looking back to memories
that never had existed,
A smile that soon will fade away.


Why should i even ask you?
I don't have to know.
You have to stay,
I'll be leaving.


Wiping tears that never,
really flowed down upon these cheeks.
A glimpse of hint found in your eyes
Slowly I remember,
laughter that was never there before.
A smile that never fades away.


Why should I even ask you?
I don't want to know.
Don't go away.


Why should I even ask you?
I think I already know.
You have to stay,
I'll be leaving.


I'll be leaving you...


I'll be leaving you...


But I'll believe in you.