End of a Life

What happens when I die? How will I die?

What will happen when I die?
I wonder where my soul will go,
Will it soar far in the sky,
With mighty rivers will it flow?

When will my heart beat its last?
Is my life moving the right way?
Is my judgement approaching fast,
Or is my soul destined here to stay?

I wonder how my life will end,
Will I make a simple mistake,
To anger one enough to send,
The reaper for my soul to take?

Will it end in a bang?
Far away from where I've grown,
With revenge's bitter tang,
Dying slow, cold and alone?

Or will I somehow change my fate,
Change the direction of my life,
Bring a brighter future I create,
Leave behind this mindless strife?