Who shall I trust?

re:death of my father when I was 6 & the many conflicting stories told by family members

I was just a young girl when my father died.
I asked how it happened
But everbody lied.

Their stories were so different
Like the print from the page.
So who am I to trust
in this new day and age?

What shall I do?
Will I know when to cry?
Will they tell me the truth...
When it's my mother's time to die?