Dreaming

this is another of my published poems and i hope you like it

Dreaming

Distractions all around me
But my mind is filled with nothing
I open my eyes but I can't see anything
My heart is closed to everyone
I'm lying on my bed
Thinking of dying and
Wondering why I'm living
Then I start to cry
Thinking of suicide
And everyone I'm leaving behind
And then I wake up