clown

im in a relationship. like all relationships we have ups and downs.

my mind feels nothing when i look into your eyes
i feel like lust is in the air but it's hiding in diguise
i dont know if leaving you is the the key
to the lock entitled happiness; but if its all about me
then the aroma of selfishness stings like a queen bee
the moon nor the stars
could bright up my night
i know my wounds and my scars
show the pain and the blight
caused on my heart
because the pain hides under my skin
like a tattoo that never used a nail nor a pin
although my eyes lie like the dirt under your feet
they rise above the fake and over power the heat
of the burning love towards each other we share
i know its hiding like the lonely clown at the state fair