Love You Twice

And if you do that before me I am gonna die

And if you do that before me
I am gonna die
I am gonna fall to the ground.

I can't feel the tips of my fingers,
but I am guessing that is normal
with love.

It is like two voices coming out of your throat at once
and I am not one of them.

It is mesmerizing, and i am hypnotized
I am completely swollen with thoughts of you.
parasitic memories
they keep killing my focus
and at night it is worse
dreams carry me to places
that are too high for me to jump...
can you even imagine
the burden you suction upon.

I could be brilliantly insane...
if grammar would allow.
I could be perfectly contained
if gravity would sustain me.

No, don't think twice,
once was enough.
once was more than enough.
And love is more than twice.
Though you don't plan for it.