The Pain

This is a poem i wrote

The Pain

The pain so deep and undecided
Don't know which way to turn
Spending time cutting myself
And what does it do?
Nothing compared to what i could do
Swollowing pills, trying to fight them with skills
Keeping them in me even when i dont think i can
Staying allive... one of the hardest
The cutting... one of the easiest
When can i stop the pain?
Should i end my life or keep going the way i am?
It's not going to help me... nothing can
I'm going to end the pain
Even if i hurt them,
I can't go on like this.

~Kelli Henze