Hearts in Pain

when you do something very stupid to someone very special...

                                          Hearts in pain                             

                                  There's fog in the air tonight
                                  as remorse and regret fight
                                  to love, I have lost my right...
                                  in woe I blame my own spite

                                  Never again should I taint
                                  the holy word: "love" with hate
                                  I swear, that this is my fate
                                  in loss of my one soul mate

                                  You trusted me with your love
                                  and I made you cry and sob
                                  but it wasn't all in vain
                                  In both our hearts will remain
                                  something other than the pain

                                  I must say it's a real shame,
                                  I couldn't forfeit the game
                                  I wanted to make you smile
                                  forever, not just a while
                                 
                                  my eyes close, I agonize
                                  before the dephening sound
                                  of another heart's demise

                my soul mate... I wish I could take back all your pain...
                  solitude... by your dead cold side I'll grow insane