Push Me

Just a little something that came to me one day when I walking.

Push me up high,
so I can fly.
Push me back down,
so I can drown.
Just don't leave me,
stuck inbetween,
this dark nightmare,
and this torn dream.

Push me up high,
to hear doves cry.
Push me back down,
to level ground.
Feed me sweet lies,
of how love cries,
for aching hearts,
that are torn apart.

Push me up high,
to watch me die.
Push me back down.
to hell I'm bound.
Tell me one thing,
to ease this sting.
Is there meaning,
or is this all...
so misleading?