Contradiction

Contradiction
By: RedDragon77

Tell me, that you want me!
Tell me, that you need me!
Tell me, that you love me!
Tell me, even if its all just a fallacy!

I want to tell you how I feel inside!
But I'm afraid that you'll just run away.
I want to tell you how I feel inside!
So god damned afraid that I would be able to keep these urges at bay!

How I feel about you is a fucking contradiction!
I love you, even though it's so damn wrong!
My lust for you, its overwhelming!
God please stop how I feel, she's just to young for me!

The sun just doesn't seem to shine without you here.
But for both our sakes, I wish you would stay away!
It's a paralyzing fear when you're to close to me.
Father please forgive me for the sins.
The sins I'm about to commit!