| There is a staircase that is in mind. Whenever I need to it transports to a better time. When I feel like everything is hopeless and dark. This staircase suddenly will spark. I start at the bottom as I climb each stair. I suddenly can sense my grandma's house you see I am transported there. Where I used to play for hours in the attic. Where I could go to and block out all the noise the static. The smells of lilacs fill my senses. Its her soft hugs and words that I miss. Her smell of lavender and her goodnight kiss. You see when ever I was there, I was out of harm's way. I always looked forward to each new day. They told me how beautiful and talented they thought of me. They taught how nurturing should be I had my own place to be safe, my own room. Every child needs that to be allowed to bloom. So when I feel like a scared little one. I just close my eyes and take each stair one by one. |