my paradise

loosing happiness and ending up in a world of sadness adn anxiety

my chest compresses
my breathings tight
i close my eyes
and let the tears fall

it seems liek i visit this place
more than not.

what happened to my paradise
were i smile and laugh?
a place filled with blue sky's and
sandy beaches?

now im standing on a cliff and
all thats below me are rocky
shores.

i have no where to go

trapped

scared

angry

afraid

afraid of what might happen
if i stay on my cliff.
afaid that ill loose my paradise
afraid that ill loose all taht went with it.

if i stay will i loose my smile?
if i stay will i loose my laugh?
if i stay will i loose my hope?
if i stay will eventually i loose me?

my chest compresses
my breathing's tight
i push back the tears
and continue on my path
back to paradise.