Birthday Woes

On my 19th birthday this is all I can seem to think about

Nineteen years and never been kissed
Never been held
and never been missed

Nineteen years just left here to dreaming
Never been loved
or experienced its meaning

Nineteen years just sitting here waiting
As all of my friends
are actively dating

Nineteen years of self pity and doubt
Longing to know
what all the fuss is about

Nineteen years with so much to share
Yet when seeing my heart
it still remains bare

Nineteen years spent dreaming of this
And wondering who
will receive my first kiss