Close my eyes

I close my eyes and old dark unwanted Memories appear

As I drift into your last words
Your last cries, I close my eyes
And a vague vision of you appears
Such sparkling eyes,
with your pure tone
You confidence, your love,
Are desperately surrounding me
Why don't I let It be,
why won't we make it through
So I surrender my soul softly to you
And for one more time I close my eyes
And your vague vision appears again
So I simply pray for my sweetest sine
Cursing again your sweetest lies
As I close my eyes
And once and for all try to ignore
Memories of our next door's shore
While your voice tries to sneak under my skin
Finding its way to slit my heart
But I try to ignore
And close my eyes