That Night

i wrote this about the night me and my boyfriend broke up

That night, when I heard you say those 3 words
To the girl on the other line
Right then and there
I knew you were no longer mine.
So there I was laying in your bed
Not knowing what to do
Trying to convince myself
I wasn't losing you.
But I lost you any way
Crying myself to sleep
You hurt me real bad
You hurt me real deep.
I don't know if I'll ever feel the same
The way I did before you said what you said
Every day since then
I wished I was dead.
My feelings were hurt
I lost my will to love
All that made me decide
To go away far above.
So I slit my wrists
Watching the blood drip down
Tears were falling
While I was trying to cover my frown.
But now I'm dead
I wish this wasn't true
All because I finally realized
I was never in love with you.