Once a Cheater Always a Cheater

What i went through after i found out my bf was cheating on me

The words hit me
Like the train hitting the car
My stomach dropped as the words actually made sense
And as they began to form sentences
Sentences with a clearer meaning
Sentences that as i began to put the clues together
Hurt
My eyes watered...and the words got blurry
Everything fell apart
As i feel apart first
The trust
The love
The lies
And then the hate
for doing this to me
for looking at me staright in the eye and lying more than once
for every time "i love you" was said
and damn it hurts
wished i could go back
never have gotten this far
but i cant stop now
whats done is done
and you failed me
u failed what we had
and ruined it once and for all
without thinking you turned around and did this to me
without a blink u kissed her
like you did me
and held her
tighter than me
and looked into her eyes and sadly...
u didnt see me