| I think about him sitting in an office chair talking about music-singing-walking down the street-talking-he was always going into the next year and he was always on the verge of finding recognition. I don't think he talked about anything but music and shows and parts; he was extraverted He looked a few years older. He was a little taller. He sang and was freely conversational and took me places. He was wrapped up in what he was doing. He had a smile and a set chin. I don't know whether that amounted to determination or just a forward orientation- walking down the street-he'd take my hand or stand beside me-he always had his own plans and his own time for realizing them. He had dark hair, dark eyes, a pale complexion, a smile, and the same accent. I sang songs with him. I kept singing. He'd stop by to listen at times. "Recognition," poem seven of "Lettersongs," unpublished work © 2008, Lisa Page Weil. All rights reserved. |