Standing Still

This is me trying to sum up or sort out things in my life with words. It works.

I make mistakes with you
its safe to say i always do
you seem so confused, my satisfaction used

looks as though my hopes were wrong
you knew me all along
predictable not, always afraid
pain is my pleasure, changing shape

rebuilding new thinking
appreciation sinking
a vice of fear and love
gripping and crushing colours from above

here i am take what you will
you'll never catch me standing still