Pain and Me

A time when Pain is not my friend.

Pain mixes with your memories,
and disturbs your thought process.
Pain attaches things in your brain,
that do not go together.

And when something reminds you,
of a time when you felt it,
Pain causes irrationality,
disturbing and confusing all logic.

If only it would stop being,
so destructive and crazy.
Then maybe I could be myself
live to my potential, get things done.

But now I am overwhelmed by the
Pain that now meddles in my brain.
This horrible side effect,
that drives me from stability

For all I want (and need)
to be, is me.