how much i need you

wwnating something that you cant have

I am screaming,
My heart just keeps bleeding.
My mouth keeps lying,
My eyes keep crying.
Slowly but surely,
I am dying.

My soul is falling fast,
This feeling can not last.
It burns me up inside,
The pain i'm forced to hide.
I only wanted you to set free,
The beating heart in me.

I know i should let it be,
but does it tear you inside,
when you think of me?
I am so broken,
It's my life you have stolen.

I am hurting,
it's my heart that's burning.
But this story will have an end,
My broken heart will mend.

My tears will dry,
I will not die.
I will let you go,
So my heart will know.

You and me weren't always meant to be,
this is a reality i must face,
A choice i am forced to make.

I hate staring into you'r brown eyes,
As i choke om my goodbyes.
but one day i pray,
that you will feel it too,
Oh how badly i need you.