The Poison

about depression and suicide

I thought I was rid of you,
But i guess i was wrong
Because you keep hanting me
For what i have done

I never want to see you again
But i know you'll be with me
Until the very end
For you are the poison
That runs in my blood
Here i am again
Drowning in the flood
The flood of the tears
Pain that's been shed
It wont be much longer
Until i am dead
I have yet to see
Another escape
You have given me
No other way
I've been trying to hide this
As long as i can
But all else aside
I am only a man
You were bound to expose yourself
Sooner or later
And you're coming out now
This is my fate
My enemy has returned to this place
To once again show me his face
Everything i see turns to a haze
Its leaving me in a daze
He's trying to set me ablaze
Why cant you leave me alone?
Why cant you let me be?
WHy cant you find a new victim?
I just want to be me
But i know i cant win
You cant find anyone else
When i believe i have abolished you
You come back, It never fails.