My Mistake

You don't always make the right choices in life

My life is not what it appears
It's drasticly misleading
The choices that I've made here
Are lacking and deceiving
Family & friends that I held dear
Some how have lost their meaning
Left by myself, to my own tears
With the consequences reeling
Remedies are so unclear
& my sanity is yeilding
I want only to disappear
& stop this pain I'm feeling