Brainwash

Todays problems and situations that are just means of brainwashing.

They are trying to brainwash me. My head hurts, it's
telling me not to believe the expected. It's telling me
that it's all in my head that everything I believed is a
fraud and must not be toyed with.
They are trying to get to my heart. Tempting me with love,
and unjustly situations. "I won't have any part of it," I say
right before I puke the butterflies out of my stomach.
The beating of my heart is in common time, but it is a
little too common for me.
I foil their plans by going for a run to my impounded
car. There i break in and drive away. Far way where my
brain and heart will not be tempted with everyday problems
and hopeless love letters that only want the one thing.